Ujian dunia..
Jangan terlalu kuat menyayangi seseorang..
Hati manusia..
Hari ni sayang.. Esok menghilang..
Setahun.. dia pergi tinggalkan aku..
Aku bawa diri.. Tinggalkan dia..
Terima yang dia bukan untukku..
Aku bina kerjaya aku..
Aku tunaikan setiap keinginan aku..
Aku bina kehidupan aku..
Aku ingat aku super woman..
Aku ingat aku dah benar2 move on..
Tapi realitinya hari ni Allah duga aku kembali..
Setelah setahun, rupa-rupa nya parut tu masih belum sembuh..
Pertama kali, aku bersyukur aku dalam kereta baru aku.
Dia tak nampak atau perasan..
Kali kedua.. Dia nampak aku dengan jelas..
Aku terus gelabah..
Dan terus patah balik dan pergi..
Perasaan aku tu tak mampu aku ungkapkan..
I can only say this..
After all this time..
I feel hurt, angry, sad..
I wish i could just feel ok
Just feel numb
He hurt me so much..
He was the love of my life and I..
I lost him..
And today, it's like a repetition of all the thing i am trying so hard to get rid off..
I wish i could just have an amnesia and forget..
I miss him so much but it hurts more seeing him..
Trying to react when all i feel is pain and like a stab to my heart..
You broke my heart asshole..
Why do you have to ruin my perfect day?
Why you have to appear in front of me?
I hate you so much..
I prayed so hard not to see you ever again.
But no..
I am accepting the fact. This reality..
I love you..
You are and always be the love of my life.
I dun hope or wish..
I am trying..Really trying to let you go..
But ya Allah.. please.. Oh please don't let me meet him again..
Ever..
Please.
I beg of you..
I wanna let him be at peace..
I want peace.. I want to be happy..
I'm sorry but you really hurt me..
And I can't and I won't.
I promise to never ever appear in front of you..
Because I had accepted this truth..
Good bye..
Jangan terlalu kuat menyayangi seseorang..
Hati manusia..
Hari ni sayang.. Esok menghilang..
Setahun.. dia pergi tinggalkan aku..
Aku bawa diri.. Tinggalkan dia..
Terima yang dia bukan untukku..
Aku bina kerjaya aku..
Aku tunaikan setiap keinginan aku..
Aku bina kehidupan aku..
Aku ingat aku super woman..
Aku ingat aku dah benar2 move on..
Tapi realitinya hari ni Allah duga aku kembali..
Setelah setahun, rupa-rupa nya parut tu masih belum sembuh..
Pertama kali, aku bersyukur aku dalam kereta baru aku.
Dia tak nampak atau perasan..
Kali kedua.. Dia nampak aku dengan jelas..
Aku terus gelabah..
Dan terus patah balik dan pergi..
Perasaan aku tu tak mampu aku ungkapkan..
I can only say this..
After all this time..
I feel hurt, angry, sad..
I wish i could just feel ok
Just feel numb
He hurt me so much..
He was the love of my life and I..
I lost him..
And today, it's like a repetition of all the thing i am trying so hard to get rid off..
I wish i could just have an amnesia and forget..
I miss him so much but it hurts more seeing him..
Trying to react when all i feel is pain and like a stab to my heart..
You broke my heart asshole..
Why do you have to ruin my perfect day?
Why you have to appear in front of me?
I hate you so much..
I prayed so hard not to see you ever again.
But no..
I am accepting the fact. This reality..
I love you..
You are and always be the love of my life.
I dun hope or wish..
I am trying..Really trying to let you go..
But ya Allah.. please.. Oh please don't let me meet him again..
Ever..
Please.
I beg of you..
I wanna let him be at peace..
I want peace.. I want to be happy..
I'm sorry but you really hurt me..
And I can't and I won't.
I promise to never ever appear in front of you..
Because I had accepted this truth..
Good bye..
