1. The friends who used to hang out with you spend more time with new friends.
2. The missing friends finally came back either to dig something from you or needing advise or needing a should to cry on or just need something from you.
3. no matter how nice of a person, they still talk shit behind your back.
4. the more older i get, the more i feel less caring about other people's feeling.
5. i stop contacting some friends. not because i don't wanna keep in touch but i feel i will have a hard time explaining or converse with people
6.i find solace in the comfort of my own home, my own space, my own bed.
7. i am afraid to let people in these days because the reality is people will soon leave once they know me
8. the people who you never really have the intention of letting them sticking around are the ones who did stick around
9. my financial crisis is haunting me and making me miserable
10. i miss solo travelling but i am broke
11. i am broke but i am blessed with real people who treated me right, food on the table, a comfortable home, a car that help me to move around, a family who despite many times i have acted like an ass still reach out to me
12. i have moments i feel lonely but when i think of the men that hurt me, i stopped and keep telling myself to persevere
13. i let go of people that hurt me. i sometimes contact them but most of the time, i just dun.
14. the elders are tense these days coz the youngsters had lost common sense.
15. i hate people who 'LIKE' on anything i post but dun really gets it.
16. i am very bitter
17.sometimes i look at my phone waiting for someone that i really miss to send a hi message
18. usually people who i thought no longer exist are the one keep flooding my wassap. #mute
19. you can wish somethings. you can hope for somethings. but you gotta stop missing people whose no longer part of your life and appreciate the ones who actually try. still i am too lazy to react on this. gosh i am such a bitch..
20. keep questioning myself.. am i happy?
21. i have severe trust issues..
